Craig, YOU are 100% BMX, you just need to chil, and get your ducks in a row. There is a say we had at an old job “slow is smooth, smooth is fast”. Relax Bro it will come back, jsut a little chill and I think you will get there faster!!!! As far as the bus, Dude I throw people under the train, the pain train!!!!!, no bus here!!!!!